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(no subject) [Oct. 1st, 2008|09:00 pm]
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got the job out in colorado. movin out the 28th/29th. woooooo. that was a good thing that finally happened! hahhh too bad destiny wants to fuck with me!!!! cuz no sooner than ohh 2 weeks later did i fuck up my knee... goin for an mri friday, docs monday. i will find out whats up. possibly somethin torn... SSWEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTT. soccer is what i was livin for these past few weeks cuz i was on! i was just in my prime i felt... i felt so happy too!! gahhh stupid fucking knee!! anyway. thats my rant. go life! hahahha seriously i am not lyin when i say the hits keep coming! whatever thooo its not bringing me down just yet.

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(no subject) [Jul. 25th, 2007|01:48 pm]
whats the point of having one of these if i can never write down whats truly bothering me... except for lame things like "my computer doesn't work" or things that are very subtle and merely touch on the point..
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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2007|05:21 pm]
the last entry was a bit on the negative side; for anyone who is interested i am still going to finland. in fact, i leave in about an hour for the airport!!! :-D
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(no subject) [Jul. 5th, 2007|12:28 pm]
nothing for this trip had to be easy... it seemed so much more simple and less complex when deciding to go on this adventure..

hopefully 1 day til departure.
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(no subject) [Jul. 2nd, 2007|05:09 pm]
4 days til departure
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(no subject) [Jun. 23rd, 2007|09:29 pm]
if there is one thing that pisses me off the most, its people telling me that my boyfriend is cheating on me because he is in a different country and so far away. fuck that. i hate hearing it. why do people feel the need to say these things? Thank god I trust him completely, but you know, no matter how much you trust someone, hearing those negative things, in which seems like every other day, really affect your mood. especially say, you cant get through to your bf. ugh. i must have a "please piss me off" sign on my back.

anyways. i bought a new camera. my passport came in the mail. im booking my train ticket shortly. i have new luggage. and i also have tons of anxiety. at this moment in time, i am 13 days away from departure.
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2007|11:55 am]
again, its raining. therefore, i got sent home from work.

just when you think things are shit! although i can't say i really thought that lol i only lost faith like, once, and even then i was just like ill find a way. but anyway, when life hands ya lemons, make some lemonade right? lol point being that as always, when stuff goes wrong, its bound to go right eventually!!

I BOOKED MY FLIGHT YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D the best part?!?! it wasn't 1,224 as expected!! since i have been looking (back in january - although i was hardly serious about it back then) it has ALWAYS been at least 1,024. but for some reason, i got reaaalll lucky. someones lookin out for me, thankfully! just makes me feel that its supposed to be even more! haha i love fate lol anyway, i got it for 880!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO so i have 740 that means i just need a day or two of work to pay for it!!!!!! YES!! plus i found another potential job :-) how awesome!! therefore, scrapping some spending money for the trip together, paying for this RIDICULOUSLY priced gas, internet, debt to my parents, and possibly getting a new camera, suddenly seem very possible. what a relief!

july 6th-22nd - best times everrrrrrrrr lol can't wait!

anyway, i figured i'd write this out lol since i was stressing out about it in the previous entry. peace!!!

:-( pistons :-( FUCK U LEBRON!
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2007|12:28 am]
watch out, this is crazy... 2 updates in 1 week. whats goin on!!

haha, too badly this is hardly an update of anything vital or intriguing; i am just emo i suppose. just thinkin bout some nonsense and curious as to how everything will work out. no i shouldn't say that. whatever.

what i mean is that with this damn relationship its always looking forward to something, looking into the future. but doesn't there come a point to where you gotta love where you are at and stop looking forward to the future?! its so twisted! i just wanna enjoy the present... and i do, i mean, i really do, but there are nights like these where i just can't stand it. i can't stand missing someone this much. then im straight up trippin like, how do i love someone that i have barely seen this semester. idk. this sounds like such a negative entry, which in text is true, but honestly im just so... confused? i don't want to say that. but i think its the best way to explain it. cuz i sit here like a fool all messed up with these feelings, its sooooo lame. now i know why i was living it up with the single life and just dating around, never having anything serious. its more carefree and fun that way. anyway, my point is, this blows. i don't understand how it happened or how i fell for someone i barely see, but it sucks. its such a great thing when im talking to him or whatever, but on these nights.. wow, it just sucks. the last 3.5 weeks haven't been that bad. and its like ya 5 weeks i go to see him! woooo!!!!! but 5 weeks never seemed as long as they do tonight..

hell tho, i'd rather take all these shitty feelings over all the fights others encounter with long distance lol its nice.. its wonderful having a peaceful relationship. it really is. i used to think it was impossible lol but then again, maybe thats just cuz we don't see each other frequently. aw well, no sense wondering! just have to find out

this helped a bit. people want me to go out and party, but idk bout that.. im just not in the mood for it tonight. especially when its gonna be someone who is tryin to get a piece... and all my friends are in for the night :-( soooooooo yaaa lol looks like me and my bed have quite the date tonight! lol

other than that, same shit. went from working 34 hours a week to 22 in span of 3 hours at work the other day, so that was pretty cool (aka i lost a day) my shopping addiction needs to be fed but its pretty hard when you only have $700, owe your parents $1000, and are tryin to buy a plane ticket to finland that will cost approximately 1300, if im lucky. so glad i got cut from my 3rd day. oh well. and i need a new camera since i was too drunk and broke mine.

thats it, this is exactly what i didnt wanna do, talk about random shit. im out. keep it real!
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(no subject) [May. 29th, 2007|11:39 pm]
d.c. - tight. one of the best experiences of my life. met some great people and had a wonderful time. learned things i will carry with me throughout life..

3.8 this semester, im psyched! that stupid portfolio i had to turn in to get credit for this internship was the biggest pain in my ass.. wooo

finland - prolly 5 weeks. im so excited!

school - 11 weeks away apparently, as my coach so wonderfully pointed out in todays email. what to do after i graduate in may of 2008? no idea.

workin at the car wash still.. hanging out with friends.. the usual. kinda tame this summer, hah, ya right. anywho, things are going great.. well... i mean, they are all right. friends, boyfriend, summer travel plans, summer, and work are all fabulous :-D but school.. ya

oh and my knee is still like fucked up sweeeet ya that sucks. dont know what im gonna do with soccer over the summer! oh well.. idk why i have this thing anymore..
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(no subject) [Apr. 26th, 2007|07:28 am]
what happened to the semester? everyones already moving out, i have one week left here in d.c. crazy. it went by so fast. maybe thats cuz i was always looking forward to the upcoming week. its not that i wanted my time here to go by quickly, its just i hated the weeks cuz of work (aka lack of sleep). speaking of which, i should be dressed and out the door... neither or which are true.

again though, this semester flew by... it scares me alot. senior year up ahead.. i feel like i was just a senior in high school. now college?! does anyone else think this is nuts?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! last night i was laying in bed and thinkin bout where my life is gonna take me after college, and where i'm going to end up, if i'm still gonna be with tuomo, and if i am, how that will work. and then i was like oh well its in the future. and then i realized... its only a year away. a year away and i have like.. no idea exactly what i want to do. DEA possibly but.. damn. grad school right after college? or wait? damn...

its so close. this semester was great.. its weird that its over in 8 days..
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